Military

Posted: 06/01/2011 in Uncategorized

So i took my asvab test last november. the national average is 50 i got a 48. I feel kind of stupid. My best friend got a 68, my boyfriend got a 97 and his family got 90’s and 100’s. It kind of makes me frustraated. I want to be a marine and i have been talking to the recruiter but i don’t think i could now. The army recruiters called me yesterday to talk to me and that got me thinking again so… ugh! im so pissed…

When I was 7, I wanted to be a Texas Ranger

When I was 10 I wanted to be a veteranarian

When I turned 13 I wanted to be a singer

when I hit 14 I wanted to be a cheif

When 15 came around I wanted to be a parks and wildlife worker

Then 16 I wanted to be a marine biologist

Finally at 17 I want to be a Social Worker with a minor in parks and wildlife.

I have wanted to be many things in life and i am planning to try for 3 of them. I don’t know how far in life i can make it but i am going to try for as high as i can go…

Summer Schedule

Posted: 05/26/2011 in Life

June 2011

 
Monday
 
Tuesday
1
Wednesday
SCHOOL
2
Thursday
SCHOOL
3
Friday
4
Saturday
Dad’s Fam reunion
5
Sunday
free
6
Monday
free
7
Tuesday
free
8
free
9
free
10free 11
free
12
free
13
free
14
free
15free 16
free
17
get ready for port A
18
Leave for Port A
19
PORT A
20
PORT A
21
PORT A
22
PORT A
23
PORT A
24
PORT A
25
PORT A
26
Come home from PORT A
27free 28free 29
free
30
free
     

July 2011

        1
free
2
free
3
free
4
Going to Jills
5
jills
6
jills
7
jills
8
jills
9
jills
10
jills
11
free
12
free
13
free
14
Kara’s B-day. Call her
15
fredricksburg
16
fredricksburg
17
fredricksburg
18free 19free 20free 21free 22free 23free 24free
25
free
26
free
27
free
28free 29free 30free 31free

Jellyfish

Posted: 05/24/2011 in Uncategorized

I Love Marine animals

GRR!

Posted: 05/24/2011 in Life

So I am extremely frustrated at technology. I have a desktop at home to store my photography, music, and all around my life, and then I have a mini laptop for on the go. Well this past weekend we had tremendously bad storms in our area consisting of tornadoes, thunderstorms, heavy rains, high winds, and hail. It was not fun, but we needed it badly. I decided that to save my computer from the electrical surges, that I knew were going to hit us, I turned off my desktop and for 3 days I left it off to sit on my desk. Monday morning, I get up and notice it isn’t storming as bad and the sky is clearing, so I go and turn my computer on. The first thing I notice is it doesn’t make the usual whirring sound as it starts. It gets past the first screen and the monitor goes black. White words pop up saying that 3 files are corrupted. corrupted? like as in a virus? I don’t even have internet, how can my computer have a virus? so I get the computer to the boot menu and I select Safe Mode, it goes through the usual stuff and then freezes on one of the several lines of command prompt, so I restart it. I take it to the boot menu again and this time select Last Known Configuration and it looks like its gonna work for a few seconds then it restarts itself and takes itself back to the boot up menu. So I try this a few more times and then I try the bios settings,, nothing there can help me, and right as im bout to exit the whole thing shuts down and goes silent. I attempt to turn it back on it beeps a few times and turns back off. this repeats 7 more times. So I decide to put my hard drive in another computer shell and try again, thinking its the tower itself. I turn it on and the same startup stuff happens and then it turns off again. I take my hard drive out and put a blank one in that only has the standard stuff in it and try to boot it again, my hard drive killed the whole thing. I have lost ALL of my music, my thousands upon thousands of photography all my 3,000 songs, my recordings, everything. I wasn’t told to have a backup i wasn’t told anything. The only thing that messed up before this happened was a message would pop up anytime it tried to hibernate. I mean… seriously? it’s not hooked up to the internet so how on earth did I get a computer killing virus on my ard drive?

If the question makes you think, it’s worth asking.

What is it like to wake up every morning and pretend that you aren’t dying?

Do you believe in the death penalty?

What if someone murdered your mother in cold blood? What if someone murdered a stranger’s mother, but saved your life the month before? If you had a friend who spoke to you in the same way that you sometimes speak to yourself, how long would you allow that person to be your friend? Would you rather be rich and paralyzed from the waist down or poor and able bodied? What’s the most expensive gift you have ever received? Is it the best gift you have ever received? When was the last time you lied? Is it possible to lie without saying anything at all? Stealing is immoral, right? But what if stealing was the only way to feed a starving child? If I gave you $20, what percentage would you – really – save? If I gave you $200,000, what percentage would you save? Should there be a difference? If someone could tell you the exact day and time that you are going to die, would you want them to tell you? If you found out you were going to die today, would you have any regrets? Would you be happy with the way you spent the last 24 hours of your life? What’s your single greatest moment of personal failure? Looking back on it now, did it make you weaker or stronger? What did you learn? Do the words ‘freedom’ and ‘liberty’ mean not being persecuted or discriminated against, or do they mean doing whatever you please? Have you ever discriminated against someone? Imagine that a street gang notorious for wearing purple shirts has robbed and murdered several hundred people in your town. If a man wearing a purple shirt just rang your doorbell, would you answer it? Is it crazier to choose to be poor or to spend 40 years of your life hating 40 hours a week? Do you ever feel like you don’t have enough time? How many hours a week do you spend watching TV, or playing video games, or…? Do you ever celebrate the green lights? If you could be given another talent or ability, what would you want it to be? Have you ever – really – tried to perfect this ability in yourself? No matter how bad things get, are you aware that someone always has it worse than you do? When you help someone, do you ever think, “What’s in it for me?” Joy is found with simple awareness. What does your joy look like today? What’s the difference between ‘living’ and ‘existing?’ Are you willing to sacrifice the life of your child or lover to support a war? Do you ask enough questions, or do you settle for what you know? If you could do it all over again, would you change anything? If your life was a novel, what would be the title and how would your story end?

I love photography

Posted: 05/20/2011 in Uncategorized
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I duno why but i love to be infront and behind a camera. I take mine where ever i go just to make sure i dont miss the perfect shot. I love getting the perfect shots because of the fact when i look back on the pictures it make me proud of myself and i know i can do well.